Before 21.

Holla.

In a few days, I will become a big girl, nah a woman. Not a girl anymore. I seriously don't know how fast days nowadays. I still remember me being a school student, being a small girl with a big dream. But now, I'm a university student, still a small girl with the same dream alhamdulillah. But, apparently, I feel something different. I no longer have desire to have social medias such as twitter or instagram. I feel like twitter nowadays more like a medium to talk bad about people, to just express your feeling without even thinking first whether it is right or wrong. I really dont like scrolling and reading it because I easily get mad of it. I feel like instagram nowadays more like a medium for me to show off everything. I feel like I'm doing something wrong.

So, I want to delete everything. I want to stay away from it. Enjoying my days without scrolling into it.

Life is always hard. I always want to disappear from everyone. I feel like I'm so lonely. I feel like I'm far away from Allah. I dont want to feel like this.....

Allah....

I will get back to my blog again inshaAllah. Wish you guys happy life dunia & akhirat. Bye.